I Don't Speak Latin
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Venting Blog
Gah!! Just need to vent and what a coincidence? Here is my blog. I don't really have anything or anyone in specific to complain about, just a bunch of little incidences that I let build up.
1. I'm sick and lost my voice this morning. As a vocal major, this is not a good thing.
2. I fucked up at boxfit today. I was too tired to do everything, so I stopped partway through.
3. There was a fire alarm this morning at 3.
4. My roommates play really loud music.
5. I'm sexually undesirable to what seems like EVERYONE here.
6. Theory hates me.
7. My room is messy.
8. I am no longer surrounded by people like I was in high school.
9. I'm going to get home 4 hours later than expected on thursday.
10. I have quizzes coming out of my ass.
This is my top ten list today. I'm just in a bad mood. You know, I wish I could take a week and have a different extreme personality every day of that week. I would pick things that I've never been. Like one day, I could be a really big bitch. To EVERYONE. And then tuesday I could be really slutty. And ... let's make another list
Monday - Really big bitch
Tuesday - Slut
Wednesday - Insanely girly
Thursday - Stuck-up
Friday - Messy
Saturday - Skater
Sunday - Crazy atheletic
This is a really stupid list. But I REALLY DON'T CARE! (right now). And last thing. Well probably not, but since I'm thinking of it, I really want to stop caring what other people think and trying to make everyone like me. I know it's never gonna happen (that everybody likes me), so why can't I get over that and stop trying so hard all the time? It's exhausting. If I took more time for me and less time for other people, my life would be so much easier and less stressful. Also, I think I'm very clingy. If there's someone that I like a lot (as friend or other), I think I tend to try and be really good friends with them really quickly. I should probably stop doing that.
Also, what the hell is up with western guys? Am I unattractive or grotesque or something? Cause I haven't been hit on since I got here. Is there something wrong with me, did I hear wrong, or isn't this supposed to be the party university with an insane amount of horny guys? Again, am I so ugly that even the horniest of guys don't find me attractive? WTF????!!!!!
Ok. I think I'm done, and shold probably go and help my roomies with the dishes. Since some of them are mine.
Thanks for listening.
1. I'm sick and lost my voice this morning. As a vocal major, this is not a good thing.
2. I fucked up at boxfit today. I was too tired to do everything, so I stopped partway through.
3. There was a fire alarm this morning at 3.
4. My roommates play really loud music.
5. I'm sexually undesirable to what seems like EVERYONE here.
6. Theory hates me.
7. My room is messy.
8. I am no longer surrounded by people like I was in high school.
9. I'm going to get home 4 hours later than expected on thursday.
10. I have quizzes coming out of my ass.
This is my top ten list today. I'm just in a bad mood. You know, I wish I could take a week and have a different extreme personality every day of that week. I would pick things that I've never been. Like one day, I could be a really big bitch. To EVERYONE. And then tuesday I could be really slutty. And ... let's make another list
Monday - Really big bitch
Tuesday - Slut
Wednesday - Insanely girly
Thursday - Stuck-up
Friday - Messy
Saturday - Skater
Sunday - Crazy atheletic
This is a really stupid list. But I REALLY DON'T CARE! (right now). And last thing. Well probably not, but since I'm thinking of it, I really want to stop caring what other people think and trying to make everyone like me. I know it's never gonna happen (that everybody likes me), so why can't I get over that and stop trying so hard all the time? It's exhausting. If I took more time for me and less time for other people, my life would be so much easier and less stressful. Also, I think I'm very clingy. If there's someone that I like a lot (as friend or other), I think I tend to try and be really good friends with them really quickly. I should probably stop doing that.
Also, what the hell is up with western guys? Am I unattractive or grotesque or something? Cause I haven't been hit on since I got here. Is there something wrong with me, did I hear wrong, or isn't this supposed to be the party university with an insane amount of horny guys? Again, am I so ugly that even the horniest of guys don't find me attractive? WTF????!!!!!
Ok. I think I'm done, and shold probably go and help my roomies with the dishes. Since some of them are mine.
Thanks for listening.